It might sound strange to go into darkness to find light in there...
But it is not!
Have you ever seen stars at a sunny day? I guess no...but why is that, when all these stars are sometimes way bigger and brighter the our tiny sun.
Yes ..right, it is the distance! So we have to wait for darkness to see the beauty of the universe.
You can transfer that into everything!
Sometimes you need to be down in a darkest part of your live to be able to see the beauty of life itself.
Alone the pure excistance is beauty.
Make a breake!
Step back to get a picture of the whole to see what you handle with. Live in closeup might be a nice thing for pornjunkies .. but is this what is life about? Would it not be even nicer to see the whole scene? Reactions in both faces. movements and the surrounding?
We need to have a overview in live to understand all. Yes a hard task as it becomes complex but that is what life is about.
Some could ask me, if you come out of a very dark phase in your life..why the hell do you submiss yourself?
The answer is easy..
It gives peace, hold, guardiance, understanding and care. All of these things i can use so good in my "normal" life to gain my selfawareness step by step.
Seeing a light in the darkness is a guide, it gives diection and this is what we need in life ...moving forward into a given direction.
Sometimes after a long time in a dark tunnel and suddenly you see a birght light, you need trust to believe that it is the sun and not the light of a approaching train.
I have this trust and i will follow this light my Maitre and Miss Ara give me! It will be a long way but thats fine.
You can't find yourself at one day and the way & time itself is what gives you the selfreflection and selfawareness you hope to find. Why hiking the Camino de Santiago when you can do it in a few hours by train?
The way itself is destination!
So beside my plans to go on the Jacobsway soon, this is my step back on a journey into submission and selfawareness.
Let's go for a walk...
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